quarto, 3 pages, plus stamp-less address leaf, the letter is written in black ink, and then “cross written” in faded red ink, with almost all the words discernible, save for the signature.
Allenby, possibly a New York clergyman
living in England here gives advice to a young American woman thinking of
becoming a missionary in Jerusalem, about the hardships and perils of
missionary life in Singapore and Madagascar, vs. the duty to convert the
“benighted heathen” of Africa and Hawaii.
The recipient of the letter,
and the advice it contains was Cornelia Ann Lawrence, a 29 year-old New York
woman, who was debating whether to become a missionary in the United States or
Jerusalem:
“… a few of my private thoughts … In a paper which I received a short
time since I noticed the death of a young lady whom I knew very well and with
whom I had many conversations upon the subject of foreign missions, Mrs. Wood
who died at Singapore at the very early age of 21. She left her dear parents, many
kind friends, living Brother and sisters, her native land that she might do
something toward advancing the Kingdom of her blessed Saviour, she left New
York … June 1838, she was not permitted to stay long. God in his kind
providence thought fit to take her to himself, she was fully prepared. There is
certainly a mystery in Gods dealings with his children whilst we see so many of
our Missionaries taken away by death, should we murmur, No! but to pray that it
may be sanctified to the church and that many more may be raised up who shall
devote themselves to the cause of Mission … the inquiry should be ‘Lord what
will thou have me to do’. I am very glad dear friend that this subject has been
so near your own heart and I trust with sincerity have asked, where wilt thou
have me to go? Not that I would have you go to the Heathen, unless the path of
duty was plain, but it will make you feel more for the destitute around you and
make you more fervent in prayer for the spread of the Gospel, there is a great
work at home yet to be done, labourers, faithful labourers are much wanted at
home, and it is the duty of all to labour there, but not to confine ourselves
entirely there, there must be Christians who will go forth and proclaim the
good tidings of Salvation to the perishing heathen … there are many sacrifices
connected with a Missionary’s life, but is it not a greater happiness to see
our labours blessed than all the sacrifices that could be made. Gods command
is, ‘Go into all the world and preach the Gospel to every creature’. Has he not
promised that he will give the Heathen to his Son for an inheritance and the
uttermost parts of the earth for a possession, how will the earth be converted
unless Christians go forth and labour … It is the duty of some Christians to
labour at home and of others to go abroad. With regard to yourself my dear
friend … you will never regret following in the path of duty, even if it is
with many great sacrifices. Jerusalem is an interesting portion of the world …
you may and no doubt you will be made the instrument of doing much good. I have
often thought and often wished that I was preaching the gospel to the poor
benighted African or Sandwich Islander and Oh! What a privileges to have been
engaged in the recent revival in the last named Islands … I would say dear
friend if it is clearly your duty, go, do. The Heathen world demands your
labours… True it is hard to part with our dear friends, perhaps never to see
them again in this world but … It is only a parting for a little while at most,
a few years and we must go the way of all the living, of dust we are and unto
dust we must return, and it is very important that our time should be employed
in the best way of advancing the cause of Christ… if you go you will never
regret it, you will find plenty to do. The condition of the Heathen is indeed
deplorable but how much more those at Home, surely the latter will have more to
answer for than the Heathen but if they will not hear then go to those that
will hear. If all Christians would only labour as they should, the world would
soon have the Gospel sent to them, Dear friend, you have better advisers than I
ever could be, you will certainly meet with opposition but continue in prayer
with God that he would show you your duty, and when your mind is made up, ask
God for grace to support you. You have no doubt read the lives of many
missionaries, you see what hardships they have had to endure, what sacrifices
they have made. Some even have sacrificed their lives to the work are you
willing to leave all and teach the Heathen … if you go you may never reach your
destined place or perhaps just to land and then die. Are you willing to forget
many Christian privileges that you would enjoy? Trust entirely in God and say
Lord I leave myself in thy hands do with me what seems the best in thy sight. I
trust dear friend you can say yes… Your life is in the hands of God, if he
thinks best he will direct you safely to your field of labour but whatever he
does rest assured will be for your best interest. The souls of the Heathen are
precious. How loud the call from them. ‘Come over and help us’, they have shown
a willingness to hear the Gospel and while such a wide door is open it is our
duty to enter. My God direct you and show you your duty … You may remember my reading
out of the Missionary Herald last February … of the persecution in Madagascar.
At the Mission meeting here a short time since I … spoke to two of the
principal martyrs Rafaravavy and Simeon, the former suffered all but death. In
the account I read it stated she was killed but it was not so, she escaped
during a large fire that was raging, a little while before she was to have been
killed… it was a solemn time when I saw them come in. I thought could I pass
through what they have done. The Christians in the Island are still treated
like dogs. May the time soon come when the heart of their Queen will be subdued
and softened and when they may worship in their own way … Farewell dear friend
let me know your decision…”